An update in a long time...
A night out alone can be a nice experience. Walking on the beach alone for once, soothing the mind and thinking things over, just get carried away in the innocence of the beautiful sound of the closest nature we have. I was out all evening alone, just wanted to see how it would turn out for once to have peace and think about life in general. Came to some conclusions and thought about some more issues.
Work is day by day becoming an issue more than a making me a happy person on the end of the month when the paycheck is received. Thoughts of problems at work are coming in mind rather than family and friends, it can be a good thing for my career but wouldn't want to lose my loved ones over work the second time. I would like to think it is just a matter of time, well it is even if I don't think so but I have to stay up and put all efforts to not let myself fall down into the spiral of misfortune. I have to remind myself to keep trying harder and harder day by day for my goal.
Three years is what I have convinced myself to hold onto this situation. When this time is over and I have achieved the first step towards my dream, it would be a matter of hard work from there to obtain my deepest desires, my stallion, my wonderful house, and my life partner. Have to stay put for three short years, that is what I want the most right now. God give me the strength to stand up to the roadblocks in front of me so I can get closer to what I must do for my welfare and my family's.
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